Set Fire to The Rain
Set Fire to The Rain was posted on: Saturday, January 28, 2012 @12:46 PM | 0 love ★
I heard it in his voice, he was breaking too. My fists clutching the blanket, covered my face. I closed my eyes, I didn't want to see his face. I didn't want to face him. I couldn't, after all I had done. It hurt him as much as I was. Only it wasn't hurt to me anymore but a friend of mine. It would haunt me, torment me into the depths of my soul until I was numbed by the torturing pain. It had sealed my feelings, turned me into an emotionless doll. For too long it had lingered, it was time for me to voice out. No more secrets.
I opened my mouth, no sound came out but instead I was gasping for air. I couldn't speak. Furiously, I typed in the newly opened notepad on my laptop. And then shoved it next to him. He tried to console me as I unraveled everything. My extremely upsetting behaviour, my inexplicable reasons, my strange decisions. Everything. Never had I been so honest to him in my entire life. And also for the first time, I confronted my fears.
"Don't put so much pressure on yourself," he touched my knee gently. "I will always support you and help you in whatever you do." Unable to say anything, I just nod. Tears streamed down my face, this time they weren't tears of loneliness and sorrow but tears of relief. The misery that had once clouded my vision is now cleared. The invincible chains that were bound to me has shattered as I set fire to the rain.
Labels: my heart speaks, secrets unfold
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