My 2 weeks of holiday after semester exam is over. College reopens today. Sad. I'm just gonna write a brief summary on how I actually spent my holidays. It wasn't nice.

Okay, I got a sore throat just when my holidays started. Unlucky much?
Then, it just got worse. Fever came, multiple ulcers in my mouth and my gums swelled up. I couldnt eat, drink or even brush my teeth. I had to use a straw to drink water. And all I could eat was porridge, even after putting some oral aid to numb my incredibly painful ulcers. After a few days of gulping down antibiotics and paracetamols, not much effect was taking place. As you can see, it wasnt just some normal sore throat. My dad said it was a herpetic viral fever. He thought I might have this hand-mouth-foot disease but i dun have any rashes on my hands and feet, so, phew.. I cannot imagine infected by that disease..
Took anti-viral drugs to suppress the fever. A week + later, my throat was recovering but my fever was still on and off. My dad started to worry that it might be something else that's causing the fever. I was down in KL to attend my cousin's wedding so my parents took me to SJMC to have a blood test. You have no idea how terrified I was while I was waiting for my blood test results. What if there was something else? What if I had some unknown disease? What if...
My results came out and my blood is normal. There was nothing wrong with me. Lack of water was the reason behind my on/off fever. Yea, I din drink much water since my throat hurt. Anyway, I'm fully recovered now. I swear I will not stress myself too much after that awful sore throat. Plenty of rest and water too.


buh-bye pills

Some things happened too during my holidays. Emo-ness overwhelmed me. My unbearable sem exam results were enough to crush my perseverance. Plus another saddening news coming in my way — Asako is leaving for St. John's scholarship. This means I will be alone again. There were still more depressing stuff but i dun wanna talk about it here.

Until now, I still dunno what I wanna be and what course I'm gonna pursue. Having trouble writing my testimonial and personal statement. Sigh.

So, my holiday was pretty much ruined. I managed to bake a few batches of chocolate chip cookies before coming back down to KL. Gave some to Asako and I let my classmates tried them too. Some said they were nice. At least that put a smile on my face.

It's 11pm. I think I should head off to bed now. Night.

I just wish those emo days are long gone.

Labels: happenings in my life, my heart speaks, sick